As you discern in your dilemma, the relinquishment of judgment is the release of your entire spectrum of judgment (the favourable with the detrimental). Complete forgiveness (the Atonement) can be a Condition of mind which reflects Abstract Divine Mind. Wapnick wrote over 30 textbooks, and created just about two hundred https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V7lEomNLUOE&t=8s